Sparkly colors

You know what? Today I’m going to write in english, because  today in special I’m in a different mood... I just wake up too soon for a ordinary Saturday... I watched a tennis game, but was so boring, the best companion wasn’t there... so I decided to watch anything on tv, and paraaaaam, I didn’t remember how can be good to have a free time... put my imagination to fly, and laugh and sleep, as much as I can...

In the middle of this leak of things to do, I had the best idea... watch my favorite movie ever: ”You’ve got mail”... I don’t know how to explain, but when I see some scenes, when I listen “The Cramberries” singing, some delicious emotions born inside my chest... I smile and a heavy peace takes a place...

I put the dvd, but I don’t know how to put the subtitles, but, to be honest, it doesn’t matter because I know all the dialogues by heart, I remember many of the speeches, and  I can’t describe the reason of I’m so addicted to this movie in particular...

Today I’m not too much concerned about the grammar, about the written of the words, because I’m writing in english, and come on, this is the less important part... all the words have a red warning, everything is wrong, but they have a kind of sense for me.

Sometimes I think that, like in this text, nothing makes any sense... and maybe this is the big point at all. I have a desire, but my brain, so blasé and conservative, just doesn’t let me do what I want... My ideas, so creative and full of freedom, I need to put them in a latent state, I need to abort all the delicious and inconsequent feelings... lock them inside the black role I carry in my chest, filled of speechless sentences...

Sometimes, or, to be completely honest, all the time, I imagine the world with me on the control. I’m doing all the things I really want to do... saying everything is boiling inside myself, without any fear... but, the reality insist to be present and scares out all these sensations. The real world can be so gray, but I prefer the sparkly colors...